Dear Diary: I Am Trying To Keep Myself Nourished And Avoiding Being Much Weaker

This is what I am talking about, the fried meat with fluffy rice seasoned with soy sauce. I am just showing and telling how shallow my happiness is because of such simple food that can uplift my heart only for a moment.

This fried meat is mostly fat but my phosphate binder can take care of some of those cholesterol and fats but I really do not care about that issue. What is important is that I have found a new favorite food and I can now alternate this meal to that of what I am always buying while I am hooked for dialysis.

This fried meat as it looks like seems like burned but it is not. What is special about it is that I am not having a hard time chewing it probably because it is most fat which makes it very palatable.

After eating I had taken my parathyroid medicine and my appetite enhancer plus my vitamin C which will make me feel nourished and protected with my body's cells. My appetite enhancer has iron in it and vitamin C will cause the iron to get more absorbed in my guts.

Later in the day I might have some of my protein shake and some other food maybe bread and I am done eating for the day. I do not like to eat frequently as it compels me to drink much because I am very limited to my fluid intake.

A few shopping malls are being built in the city beside our town and I hope that my favorite convenience store pops out in one of those malls so that I could have one of my favorite foods near me.