Dear Diary: I Am Just Trying To Get Ready To Brave Up The Morning Cold Bath Now

I really have to use the toilet now and I always follow it with a shower and it is really cold today, not snowing but very chilly to really ignore. That is why if I can just not to take a bath anymore I would do it but I have to relieve myself in the toilet so those two have to be done one after the other.

It is different taking a bath when you are very mobile than you are not. When you can just do it fast it can be so easy but I have to consider moving slowly lest I might injure myself and it is also not possible because of breathlessness.

After this post I will just call mother to assist me with a wheelchair so I can answer the call of nature, it is never better to resist it because of the obvious reasons.

I always like baths cold or warm but my body has changed and I do not like the cold even though it seems that I can better tolerate it than in my previous years when I was anemic and really cold most of the time even after bathing in hot days.

If I were to have extra funds I will build a toilet and bath for myself near here to my room so I will never have to ask for assistance going to it plus of course a sauna bath section where i can sit around for long enjoying the steam and perspiring to rid myself of boy toxins and extra fluids in my body.