Dear Diary: I Am Just Bathing If I Want To Use The Bathroom Now

Whenever I want to use the bathroom I would call my mother and both of my parents would assist me in sitting on the wheelchair and they would wheel me up to the bathroom. It is not as easy as it sounds because our bathroom has been recently renovated and we made it higher so it would not flood when heavy rain comes.

So my father would just muscle the wheelchair up and would help me get up and from the bathroom door I would inch myself walking and using the towel bars to guide me so I could support myself.

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I Never Thought That I Will Be Robbed With An Ability To Walk

Then I would use the toilet and after that will bath myself. I really do not want to bathe everyday because I do not want to bother my parents in wheeling me up that frequently into our bathroom. I am just sad about it because bathing and showering was the thing that I frequently do when it is hot because it feels good for my body.

Now that I could not bathe anymore by walking all by myself to the bathroom it is just frustrates me because this disability is robbing me of my liberties and freedom as if it is saying that I have no right to do things.

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I Liked Frequent Showers

Now if I would have some funds to renovate this house I would just make a bathroom beside my room where I can guide myself into there without the assistance of my parents. It is my dream to have such functional room where I can assist myself and maybe even cook and I just hope that cryptos would be kind enough to do its thing to make me realize my dreams. May God help me.