Dear Diary: I Am Hoping For BTC To Bull Run To Happiness Already

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Bitcoin At All Time High In 2019

This mini bull run of BTC might "correct" soon but it is still my hope that it will continue its course into a more kinder and friendlier price especially for me as I cannot wait any more loner. I myself can wait and be as patient as a meditating monk but my body is saying and telling me with utmost lamentation of help help help.

I just have to have extra funds to fix my mouth disfigurement as it costed me a lot of trouble eating. I had a lot of medical plans and I really have no idea if I would even achieve one of them. But it is better to have high hopes in my heart than to just curl here on my bed and pretend like I am a wilted carrot.

I am just glad that I have a hope in my life with bitcoin as my tool to make my dreams happen. It is just funny that my dreams are to get close to feeling normal while other people are not contented with what they already have and just wanted to rule the world.

Anyway, bitcoin is on its way, the only question is when? The factor is time and the bad news is that I do not have much time left until I capitulate as I can just take so much beating in my life. My fate is already trodden-up good that it also spat on me and promised to spit on my grave when I die. That is how my fate already had raped me through and through.

It is just divine that I had discovered @steem community which aided me in medicating my hyperparathyroidism which is one of the major cause of my sorrow, worries, and misery as it really made my life so hard that I do not know what I am still standing up and surviving and I do thank God for such blessing from heaven.

So I am just trying to really see the light of another day with the help of God and doing what is right for me although if suicide is an option I had already taken that path already. But it is not on the table unfortunately so I just have to ride this off and seat it out although I a really afraid of the process of dying.

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