Dear Diary: I Am Feeling Depressed These Days And I Don't Know Why

I do all have the reasons in being depressed, heck I have all the reasons to take out my own life because of these battering rams of health problems that I got from having to be a able to walk by sprinting into where I wanted to go into being an invalid that cannot basically walk and semi-wheelchair bound it does affected me in a lot of ways.

But as a God-fearing individual I do have to not lose hope even though my goals are just a moonshot away, there is just one option and that is to try to make myself as comfortable as I can until I capitulate in my health and finances.

This crypto bear market just rekt a lot of people including me and it is just my fear that if I dry out my savings I will have a lot of hard time surviving. It is my number one concern and a reason really for being depressed.

It is just great that my brother and sister are giving me money because I do need it to pay for some of my hospital bills and I am grateful with it, may God bless them both.

So I am just hanging by a thread and will just try to be more frugal than I am right now just to extend my savings so it won't run out on me and cause some problems. I pray that cryptos would recover and God allow it to flourish because cryptos helps a lot of people particularly from steem.

Because we I see and experienced the good that people does to other people here and I appreciate it all with my heart despite some view steem as flawed but even though it is flawed my life is more flawed than anything else that I can think of.

Life is not perfect and we have to survive it in order to live it. Steem is like that for me, there is a bright side in steem and we just have to strive to search for its good parts because it does change lives like it changed mine, God bless steem.