Dear Diary: Getting Ready Again For My Early Dialysis Today

I just am getting ready now for my 2:00 PM dialysis schedule and I thank my nurses for putting me in a much earlier schedule because it will be easier for my parents, they are already old and just are having a hard time going home very late at night because of my father's vision plus they do have to go to sleep early.

I do not want to bother my parents, I am such a drag to them but I needed them very much to assist me in pretty much everything that I physically needed either just by going to the bathroom or driving me to and from the dialysis center they are essential to my existence.

So I am always praying that God would always protect my parents from illnesses and diseases and I also thank God that they are very careful about their health because they only prefer fish and vegetables and they do take Vitamin C which protects them from colds and flu so at least it will help them with their health and I am happy with that.

I just wished that I never have to go out for dialysis because it is very disruptive in my life having to go out and preparation for it is very tedious for me and my parents. I am just afraid to die a slow death that is why I kept on coming back to dialysis.

But this is my life and I have to just fight and solve the problems that comes along so I am very thankful that I have steem community that helps me with my expenses most especially which really eases my burdens both financially and mentally for me and my parents. To God be the Glory and may God continue to bless this community.

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