Dear Diary: Dialysis Time In A few Hours And I Am Not Excited
Dialysis had been quite traumatizing for me if not stressful because preparing for it is quite a hard work if not painful. Our car's suspension was "fixed" by my father, he altered it so now every little bump on the road my body just feels so I am in pain while we are travelling.
Also the cushion on the seats is also hard, he stuffed it with some textile and wood. You basically feel that you are not supported because there is nothing cushioning you against the bumpy road considering that my father also drives roughly although he slows down on every humps on the road, still nothing and I can feel the pain.
Come dialysis time and I do not know if my BP would crash again, if it does then its a sorry time for me because they have to stop my dialysis and the clean factor is affected.
Then I cannot eat as much too because the convenience store that serves what I wanted to eat went into its renovation so it doesn't make me as excited before. What I am happy about is that the weather now is fine and it is not raining and of course I am thankful for God for this another day in my life despite it is as hard as hell.
eating is important, even though there is a renovation, try to find a way to get food elsewhere
To raise the mood friend, with the mind is attracted the good, see the positive dialysis, is for your benefit, We wait for you here after the dialysis and tell us the good news.
Hey friend it seems that every detail and step for the dialysis is bad enough, however I wish that everything comes out in the best way, God bless you friend!
Stay stable pstchologically and hope for the best , everything will be fine. U ahould think car is luxurious too.
In times of discouragement and desolation it is time to pray and ask God to recharge our batteries and faith.
Although the conditions are adverse you will be successful.
stay strong brother! you are an inspiration.
Wow....that is really sad but I pray everything goes well with your dialysis today, no matter what happens try to keep a positive attitude.