Dear Diary: Dialysis Time Again In Few Hours

I am ready to go and my mother just dressed me up prior to our voyage for my dialysis. My mother just wants us to go earlier because we would head up at around 2:45 PM for my 4:00 PM dialysis schedule.

We would come home at around 9:00 PM if there are no complications in my treatment session. It is a mix of excitement and worry because I feel clean again and my appetite for food goes in normally again but worried because I might not finish my session due to recurring blood pressure crash as it affects the quality of my dialysis.

But I am looking forward about my meal because I get to enjoy my food in that small window of opportunity to eat with near normal appetite as the dialysis process begins to clean my blood and at around an hour after being hooked up I can already feel the cleaning job to my blood.

That is my routine and that is my life, very boring and very prodigal but I thank God that I can still press on and live a day at a time and hope that in the coming future the tides will turn in my favor, God help me.