Dear Diary: Dialysis Day Once More And My Body Already Feels Like A Jello

I might eat a little breakfast today because I do not feel well enough but I have to eat because I have to have some strength prior to my dialysis. It feels weird with my body maybe because of what I ate yesterday which is my milk together with my parathyroid medicine.

The sensation is that of what I am feeling after taking my medicine after a few weeks which is like a numb effect. Well it is better than being in constant pain though but either way it is an abnormal sensation and I do not like it at all.

Hopefully this will get resolved after being hooked up for my dialysis. I am always optimistic about my dialysis because I am getting my needed ease particularly when I get that clean feeling and that reduction of fluids in my body as if I am like a popped balloon.