Dear Diary: Dialysis Day Again And I Am Excited With It As Always

Just going to prepare soon for my dialysis about six hours from this writing. I am always excited to feel that inexplicable feeling of the clean factor when the machine starts to wash away the toxins and other water-soluble substances in my blood.

I could compare the feeling to like having to fats for three days with only water to intake. But fasting makes a better well-being and I am glad that I had done it in the past before my kidneys conked out on me. Now I had the experience of that and made a point of comparison.

What makes me feel excited more was my ability to eat as much as I can, mainly rice with just a seasoning of soysauce plus some fried meat during dialysis seems to taste like heaven so I am just happy when dialysis days comes because I get to enjoy a simple meal that gives a sweet taste for my palates.

But sometimes I could not eat as much which sucks because I will have to wait for the next session to arrive before I would get the opportunity to enjoy a single meal again. I also have to eat prior for my dialysis because it helps me sometimes to stabilize my blood press as for it not to crash but it crashes sometimes so I just can't think of anymore ways to prevent that issue.

Anyway I am just thankful to God that this day arrived because I will get a good cleaning God-willing and I get to enjoy food again.