Today I am just happy because at least I have the appetite to eat and I sure do hope that this will continue but the sad part is that after I had continued again my parathyroid medicine my appetite will wash down the drain again so it really sucks and I am very mournful about it.

I have no choice really but to continue my prodigal journey in medicating my body otherwise I will come back into a state of constant pain in my back plus the exacerbation of my Leontiasis condition which the only cure/control was the Cinacalcet that I am taking for it.

I am still happy that I can at least eat while taking it because most patients that had took it gave up because of its nauseating, anorexic, and awful aftertaste effects in the mouth. I am still dreaming of a parathyroid surgery or parathyroidectomy that will at lest free me from taking this awful medicine that also gives me grief with my well-being.

So I am enjoying my simple food and any food really is okay as long as you have a good appetite. It is altered in most dialysis patients especially those that are so anemic and they suffer from anorexia which was my problem for years which had gone solved after my hemoglobin miraculously went normal and then went down again after taking my parathyroid medicine. Well such a life but I am again, thankful still.