Dear Diary: Bad Night Again For Me Because Of Insomnia

I don't know if I had slept at all because all I can recall is having a quite of a lucid dreaming. It is a dream where I went into an emergency room to wash my hands then a staff noticed me and then I just complained about my back pan. The nurse then put two probes unto my back and then I we watched a graphical and sort of x-ray like reading of my back, it is quite bizarre.

But before that I remember roasting a whole pig but the end part of it is not yet done and then we put it down to only discover that it was still alive! Then I hit it on the head to make it die. I think that it was the reason that my hands got dirty prior to the emergency room incident above.

There is also this dream of mine or was it? About my eldest brother which is the antagonist in this section of my dream but I cannot really remember it already since it happened before the two dreams.