Dear Diary: A Day In A Life Of Cryptopie

My day is the most boring day one could ever lived, besides being a hermit in my ugly old room it only gets excited when I sleep and I dream because dreams gets me into places and situations that I could only "dream" of but other than that except blogging and watching and listening online, nothing much to do because I am bound with these bodily disabilities that makes me pinned down in my bed.

In the morning my mother goes out at around 5:30 AM to buy some fresh bread and noodle soup or rice gruel which is our breakfast. I would eat which is available after she had given me some here beside my bed. Then after eating if I want to use the toilet I would ask her to assist me because I could still walk.

After using the toilet and cleaning myself up with showering and scrubbing I would then get back to my room with my mother's guidance again. Then I would feel a relief after lying down because all that scrubbing and standing just takes a toll on my back.

After a while I will then continue on steeming or watch videos. If I feel sleepy I will just turn on to my side and sleep. Usually I do not eat past lunch time because I just want to eat when I am hungry now. The food seems so hard to digest and I don't really feel hungry because of my lack of appetite, nausea, and unpleasant taste in my mouth brought about my parathyroid medicine.

During late afternoon if I wanted to watch a game show to entertain myself I would go out to the TV area of our house and sit into my chair then I will go back into my room and get into the Internet again to watch some videos again or listen to music that I noticed that I am playing again and again or I may continue steeming too if there comes an idea to my head.

Sometimes I check on the international news, weather, or other videos just get informed in some issues that I like. That is just about it, it revolves over and over and sometimes my existence really is getting meaningless for me be cause it is just for survival and I never get to enjoy other activities except being on the sidelines, watching, and waiting for something to happen in my life.