A Hospice care For Me Is On The Table If My Siblings Would Not Accept Me In 😷👩‍🦽👨‍👩‍👦‍👦

I Hope To Use The bathroom Successfully

It is a very hard life when you have a problematic bone weaker than octogenarian or older. I am really have deep worries still that one day I will snap my back and get paralyzed or even die with it which by the way is much better than being carried by my parents which doesn't deserve this kind of burden from the start.

I am just super lucky that my parents are in my support especially my mother who is my arm and legs now whenever I wanted to do or buy something she buys it for me although sometimes it is just a miss for her part. But that is okay, what I wish and prayer to God was to give my parents some more little strength of mind and body and keep them healthy all the time.

My Parents are in their 70's But Still Strong

If they would be gone before me and I pray to God to forbid it to happen I just hope that I could afford a hospice home in the event that my siblings would not take me in or if I would sense that they do not want me anymore so at that point I will not made to choose to be with them and instead I will be happier to stay somewhere where I am accepted if I could really afford it.

It is a sad reality but it can happen but I bet that my sibling would take me in even though I will not go with my sister because of her husband and I have a little friction already because of my bad experience when they were still staying at this house although that might change in the future.

A Great Possibility That I Could Stay With This Brother Of Mine But My Sister-in-law Might Not Be Okay With The Idea

But if I really could afford being in a home or hospice care then that would be be better I think which could spare my siblings that trouble and inconvenience in caring for me which again they do not deserve. My siblings have no obligations to me or even my parents, they are just loving family but of course with my siblings it is a different matter which I would accept if that event would come.

Among my in-laws it was my sister-in-law with my eldest brother was the kindest. Maybe it is because she is used to in dealing with many people unlike my sister's husband who might just look at me as a competitor much less a parasite while my sister-in-law to my other brother has a history of not having good terms with a household help and I might risk myself as well of getting the same treatment.

It Would Be Sweeter To Be In An Institution Than With A Family That Would Not Accept You

So I might just be better off with an institution where at least maybe I could get some support but again it is different if a family takes care of you. Now I am just getting embarrassed now of having my parents to take care of me because of my age because it should not be the case. My parents should just be enjoying their lives and not like today that I am currently being a drag and a dead weight for them.

I hope that God would soon just take me out from this kind of situation that nobody deserves and it also pains me deep inside to see my parents with me around and not being able to do with our situation. But maybe cryptos would be kind enough in the near future so that I could be in a better state than I am today with less things to worry about especially with my health.

I Hope That The Future Would Be Brighter For Me And Would Never Run Out Of Love And Care Which I Needed As A Disabled Person

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