Dear Diary: I Just Have To eat To Survive Because Of My Long-Standing Appetite Problem

Yesterday I asked mother to prepare me some friend rice with egg and some luncheon meat because I do not like the breakfast food that she buy in the morning everyday as I have gotten bored and tired of its taste so I just thought to have some alternative meal instead and I had come up with this meal combination.

I did not enjoyed this food much though because I haven't gotten dialyzed yet so my taste buds just tasted bitter to most foods and in this case it is just a salty luncheon meat which would taste fantastic had it not been for my parathyroid medication which I cuss because it makes my eating experience go down the drain.

It sucks but I have no choice but to eat because my body needs nutrition because it just looks like skin and bones and ugly to look at even though I am trying hard to gain weight as well.

More than a year ago all and simple foods just tasted good to me but after taking my parathyroid medicine my appetite just got disturbed a lot but I could not take it off because I need it just to hopefully control my out of control neck gland which is seemingly hopeless because it does not control it fully that is why I needed more prayers because my fight is awfully hard in this life.