Goodbye my love

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Hmmm ... Somehow the feelings that I feel right now. Is this a deep form of remorse or whether this is just a thread of the past that makes me sometimes crazy about it. The story begins twenty years ago, when I was just entering junior high school. On the first day of school when I entered the classroom my eyes were on a girl sitting nicely on the second row bench from the front. I was instantly stunned to see that very sweet-faced girl. After all the students in my class introduced themselves, then I found out if the girl named Sinna. Could this be love monkey or love anything, I immediately fell in love with Sinna.

Sinna daughter is very supportive, my classmates love to play with him even many students with different class with us also close to Sinna. He is friendly with everyone. My heart must be beating fast if she starts smiling at me, I must always be a bit nervous when talking to her. I can not express my feelings to her, even I'm embarrassed when I'm around her. I'm just a teenager, I do not know how to approach a woman. At that time I could only look at him when he was laughing and playing with friends in class. And he is Ochi, the daughter of our classmates, too, with whom I like to talk about my feelings to Sinna. Sometimes Ochi often gives me the spirit that I can and do not be embarrassed when I'm near Sinna.

I remember, one day Geography Master gave us a group assignment, and whether the miracle of what happened suddenly I paired with Sinna as a partner. I swear I can not sleep when night comes, and on that day Sinna took me to the bookstore to look for the materials of the paper our teacher assigned.

Many times I called Ochi just asking what advice I should do if I went alone with Sinna. Ochi patiently taught me how to approach a woman. I felt the comforts nearby as we both left. That day I made the most beautiful moment in this life. Sinna tells a lot of very funny things that can make me laugh out loud, she laughed very sweet in front of my eyes. Ohh God if I could extend the time of the day, I can only admire it in this heart only. Coming home from the Sinna bookstore, I went home to her house, hmmm it was not so far away from my school and home. Both of us worked on duty till night.

Just as I was about to approach him, I suddenly saw Sinna get a letter from my class sister. It was a relief when Ochi told me that Sinna refused to date my sister named Novit. Novit is constantly chasing Sinna, I am so afraid to approach Sinna again because Novit is the most handsome and beloved student of many girls at that time. I think that Novit is just as handsome in the same rejection Sinna let alone I am a quiet guy who looks this mediocre. From then on I can only harbor my feelings for him.

When the class increase with a heavy heart I came out of my school, because I had to move with my parents who are assigned abroad. Mama and Papa make a farewell party with my classmates at home. I smiled happily when I saw Sinna's arrival at home. Sinna gave me a little present. I got a keychain in the shape of the emblem of Superman, my favorite superhero.
"Kendy ... kok loe suddenly aja want to move out of the country, already baseball feel at home in Jakarta yaa? Hmm ... enggak there are friends who are fun to be invited to the canteen again dong "Tanya Sinna spoiled me with a smile.
"I wish baseball did not move Na, but my father ditugasin to Malaysia for two years,