Sho, very well conveyed.
You are such a romantic at heart. I think the world needs more people like you.
Wouldn't it be great if we could have a dream like that then wake up in our dreams?
Ya, but alas egos get in the way of some things. Self doubt, fear, doubt in others, unclear intentions, some dreams are meant to tell us truths we don't want to face and when we share them, it can put a strain on already tense ego based lines that never mattered in the first place. If nothing else it made it clear that ego was the only thing that stopped that dream from being a reality.
My ego is not my problem in matter such as these, but rather my abundance of faith and trust, often misplaced. I live in a dream and sleep in a old harsh reality
:) Well good morning to Africa lol, I need to go to sleep. It's funny to me that I had no concept of ego until six months ago. Mine likes to sneak in and undermine me and tell me it's not okay to tell people how I actually feel. It likes to tell me that I'm not worthy etc. It isn't so much destructive towards others as is towards me, which in turn causes me to be on the fence with decisions and such. It doesn't control my life anymore at least and I've found enough to faith to be able to look back over my life and realize that it is all guiding me to be the best person that I can be. I don't need to judge myself or question myself anymore. I'm glad I'm finally at peace in my own head the majority of the time. Thanks for sharing your perspective. :)
Sho, very well conveyed.
You are such a romantic at heart. I think the world needs more people like you.
Wouldn't it be great if we could have a dream like that then wake up in our dreams?
Ya, but alas egos get in the way of some things. Self doubt, fear, doubt in others, unclear intentions, some dreams are meant to tell us truths we don't want to face and when we share them, it can put a strain on already tense ego based lines that never mattered in the first place. If nothing else it made it clear that ego was the only thing that stopped that dream from being a reality.
My ego is not my problem in matter such as these, but rather my abundance of faith and trust, often misplaced. I live in a dream and sleep in a old harsh reality
:) Well good morning to Africa lol, I need to go to sleep. It's funny to me that I had no concept of ego until six months ago. Mine likes to sneak in and undermine me and tell me it's not okay to tell people how I actually feel. It likes to tell me that I'm not worthy etc. It isn't so much destructive towards others as is towards me, which in turn causes me to be on the fence with decisions and such. It doesn't control my life anymore at least and I've found enough to faith to be able to look back over my life and realize that it is all guiding me to be the best person that I can be. I don't need to judge myself or question myself anymore. I'm glad I'm finally at peace in my own head the majority of the time. Thanks for sharing your perspective. :)
And thank you for sharing yours, always apreciated and respected.
ONE LOVE
https://soundcloud.com/alisonwonderland/messiah-alison-wonderland-x-m
Fits the theme of everything pretty well. :)