When I cry, I can also laugh

The manifestations that we usually express are like the human being so unpredictable and while we cry we can also laugh.

I cry and laugh, but Why?, When I see my current life, I analyze it and I feel like crying for the many difficulties, but maybe things do not happen for a reason, for the better, for the changes, so it has to come with joy.

But today Why do I cry? My tears run to thank for life, for my family, for my friends, for everything that surrounds me, because I'm still here and that's what matters.

How many times have I not told myself, can not I live like that? But how do I change it?

Just wait without so many complaints, because that will not come to nothing, I must make the change because I'm the one who will change my destiny with my actions, with my struggle and with my desire to succeed.

Crying helps to drain that which is carried in the depths of us when it cries of gratitude, that which it feels to breathe.

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No more than two (02) months ago, I was subjected to a surgical procedure because in my body the gallbladder was full of stones, which if they were not removed immediately, could have caused my death. At that time before the operation, I cried desperately, I did not know what to do, how to pay for the surgery.

God spoke to me, and he said: keep calm, and so it was, and even cry, because he knew what I felt and was giving me encouragement, he knows why he does things and helps us overcome what we think we can . My biggest surprise was that my operation was able to be paid thanks to STEEMIT, who would say it ?, but thanks to this platform, I can give testimony of love, of gratitude, of what is in my life and I know, that of many a blessing, which can even help to save a life, just as it happened to me.

For nobody is a secret what crosses my country Venezuela, and that for obvious reasons the hospitals are deteriorated, the clinics are excessively expensive and a minimum salary or one that is above, equal never reach, to afford an operation, but miracles exist and in my way thanks to wonderful people I found this great community that without many knowing it saved my life, and therefore an infinite thanks for the rest of my life.

Then, if we can cry and laugh at the same time

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I am a witness because I am living and I enjoy being grateful for a life opportunity.

When I entered the operating room, I said to my lord, I am here for you, hold me, do your will, I want your hands to operate on me through those of the doctors you have placed in this place. When I opened my eyes, I felt relieved, and wanting to cry for thanks, because it allowed me to be breathing again and see my family, and I said: I always knew you exist, because you have always been my hero, you my God.

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Crying for joy, sadness, for whatever the feeling is, we have to thank him, because we are alive and that is a profit, that not everyone can enjoy.

Join me to cry while I laugh, for the new life that I started to live from that moment, you can also cry and laugh like me, surely you know what I mean.

Life is one and until you are at a point where you can leave, you do not know how strong is the feeling of crying in you.

My tears are desperate because I say: thank you, thank you, thank you! Sir, my life has been renewed, you allow me to cry and laugh at the same time, what a beautiful feeling.

Thanks, you're alive.