There are so many things that I have lived and those that I still have to live, that at the same time I think that everything I have lived has led me to a sadness that may be temporary, there are many times that I have thought of dialoguing with my eternal solitude, which on many occasions has been my unconditional ally, it is not that I am alone but that certain events make my mind and spirit feel immersed in a deep solitude that without meeting all the apparent conditions is always as my unconditional ally.
There are times when I think about how much I would like to talk to her and be able to tell her that in the struggle between her and me, there is no reason to put any condition on it, and that is that I find it preferable that she does with me what she wants, whether it is for good or for bad, maybe feeling alone is not the reason for my deep loneliness, but what I am sure of is that she represents that journey where perhaps together we will reach the inevitable eternity.
Perhaps it is not the sadness that lasts while I feel in this deep solitude, I believe that the point will come where happiness will always be by my side while I continue to accept the combined destiny of such a difficult path.
It is the internal dialogue that makes me consonant with my future reality, but with all confidence I tell you that although this solitude can lead me to the depths of pain, it will be that environment a reason to continue fighting.
That is why I speak to you alone, so that we do not conjugate the ambiguous verbs that separate us and distort the time and space that you and I know we will end up being part of each other, already with all the experiences lived considering the triumphs and failures, the joys and sorrows I have made the decision to give myself to you in a total and complete way, I believe that it is nothing new for you to experience experiences in the deepest and most profound of pain, so in this new scenario both you and I will be winners.