Self love by @blessedp

Most people attribute self-love to a characteristic possessed by an individual whereas it is a mentality that is achieved, this is where low self esteem comes in.
Most high school movies I have watched, the nerds in there view their fellow rich students as small gods with the way they comport and organize themselves and the kind of aura they exude and then they tell themselves that they can never be like that person and possess the confidence that particular individual has.
I understand this world is full of categories where we differentiate ourselves and we cower for the people we believe are in better positions than us but I believe that if we raise our shoulders the same way our so called rich neighbors raise theirs there would be no way anyone could differentiate us when we are both assessed on the streets .

We need to be able to tell and inform ourselves that we are doing way better than we think we are. No one was given birth with a characteristic such as self love, it is a belief that has to be told to us by us. We need to love ourselves for who we actually are and not bother about what people say about our looks or anything about us.
Don't let anyone define your life for you, be you for you because no one else cares a hundred percent not even our family, sure it could be a ninety-nine point nine percent but it's surely not a total hundred and that's for sure.

I'm not saying mama and papa don't love you but there's a stage in life where you'll have to make your decisions for you and your decision at that crossroad of life is going to determine your future. Price yourself highly and believe you can do it , thwart all the negatives and move forward. There's this particular song "scars to your beautiful" by Allesia Cara and that song is really a life changer, it jots the right cords and gives us the motivation we need to see ourselves as our models.

You are the model you want to be already don't think you haven't gotten there or you have a long way to go, you are her/him already all you need to do is to change her/him into the better version you want.
You got the key just make use of it and set towards upgrading it. I know we all got it in us deep down we know we are greater than that obstacle it's just the fear to actually explore that inner strength and I believe that if u don't learn to self love you will be setting your life as a rag before others to trample on because the actual only way u can stand out is by standing out.

When you believe in yourself you become unstoppable as there is no situation that u can't come out of
If you are uncomfortable then leave, remember it's ur life and ur choices define ur life. You have to know that you are way smarter than u think , so don't run from issues, deal with them. Mindset is what separates the best from the rest so IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST AN OPINION. I need you to tell yourself that No one deserves your unhappiness, the key to confidence is self love.

So go out there and show them who's boss