Returning from deportation

After many years I returned of my deportation,
In the way of my home i bought some fire at shop
I came back at shop , getting back the fire.
I couldn't pay the due of buying fire,
I bore hurts but never never getting insult.

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Holding the fingers of habit i reached my destination.
But I couldn't find anything but wide field.
I returned from my deportation,never in future.