I was intoxicated

Whoever goes has to let go
It's not about stopping anyone
In the twinkling of an eye,
I saw your smile.
Today I see drowning for a long time
I was intoxicated
Dreaming in the light of hope,
I returned home with a nightmare.

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You can break me
If you want, you can build again
One unwanted name I left,
I can't get lost in an instant.