Exactly 3 weeks until I move away. woo!

Well it's been a long time coming but in 3 weeks as of today i move to Beechworth Victoria to start a new life.

I will be attempting to leave behind the old and become a new person. I won't be able to eat takeout up there so my diet should be pretty good. I will work around 3 days a week depending on how much money i need. Play around with crypto and shit to try and make some extra money.

I will be spending alot of time just hanging out with the guests and looking after the animals. It should be heaps more relaxing than my current lifestyle. I'm hoping to be able to just drop things for a few days or weeks and just go away if i feel like it. Take my laptop, my car myself. Maybe some weed...

It's a shame its almost the end of nice weather here because there's an awesome pool and spa there. On one hand it's a long way away from most people. There isn't alot there unless you drive around 30-45 mins but. It shouldn't be too hard to make friends if i can invite them to this.

Plus tell them i have a crocodile snakes baby kangaroos and wallabies. It shouldn't be hard to make friends if I can make myself go out but it's hard to make yourself go out when you're solo. I guess we will see how we go. The internet is easy to make friends but they're usually female and it's usually got a hidden agenda. I just need to get my shit sorted, get my head right and get away from all the stress right now. I'm kind of excited to meet some new people and not have to get up everyday for the same thing. It'll be on my terms and my decision to do shit or not. I just need a new life and I need to put everything I can into building it.

All i really want from my life is to find a cute girl and move to some nice beachy island somewere and just live the rest of our lives doing whatever. I need to find a cute girl and the money first. The money should be easy. finding someone else who wants what i want will be hard.

I can't wait to wake up and go make a coffee and just chill with a kangaroo and some emus. It will be so much better than sitting in traffic for 35 mins every morning to dig holes and build fences. I love working outdoors I'm just tired of doing manual labour all day everyday, never really getting a proper break from it except the weekends.

In the meantime i have my work going away party to look forward to and that's about all... I'm still trying to keep busy but mostly i just get high and game in my room when i'm not working.

Anyway things have been a bit better the last week or so. Still some shitty times and lots of tears but i dunno something has felt okay. Maybe cos im talking to my ex again or another stress is almost gone from my life. I dunno. im trying i just hope life gives me a break.

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