MY LITTLE BIG BOY

Babies are the angels of our lives. They gave us strength and courage to do the things that are imaginable. They gave us love when it seems like no one in the world can. They gave us happiness when our life becomes so gloomy. They gave us tears every time they cry. They gave us pride in every milestone of their lives. Most especially, they can melt our hearts when they say the most precious words in the world “I LOVE YOU”.

I never thought that I could be this happy having my first son. I never learned to love myself more than anyone else until he came. I never thought there is any way that there could be more important than myself until he came. When I knew I was pregnant, I never stopped talking to him and dreaming how wonderful it is to finally have him in my arms, sleeping with me, staring at him every single minute that he sleeps.

My Xian David is now 2 years old. I am so proud that he’s grown to be a handsome man. I know he will. He’s God’s given gift. He’s everything that I have dreamed him to be. In fact, even more. He’s like an adult when he speaks. He knows his ABC’s and numbers. He knows how to identify the colors and the names of the cars and trucks. I am proud that of his young mind, he already knew what he wanted to be and that is to become an engineer someday. When I asked him why he will say that he wants to build houses, buildings and most especially operate big loader trucks.

I never wanted him to grow old. I just want him to be my baby forever but I knew I could never be that selfish. I know that one day, he’ll find a new girl that will be more important to me. I guess that will break my heart. But I knew, that I need to give him that happiness. I need to give to someone that will be able to take care of him by the time that I couldn’t because I am already old.

Photos are mine

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