The Aftermath of unwanted pregnancy

She told me she wasn't ready for it. I told her if she loves me, she'll let me do it, e'en if it was for two seconds. She laid there in pains as I forced my scrotch deep inside her after the first thrust that left her with a bruised thigh. It was her first time. She knew no man beside me. Her blood soaked my white bed sheet, but I didn't mind. I felt glorified while she carried pains. Weeks passed by and her body changed. She broke the sad news to me with her face down. She was a few weeks gone with my son as the scan shows. How can i have a son when am just somebody's son? Girl I am too young! How could you never think of it or are you trying to tie me down with an unwanted pregnancy ? Now the vexed me yelled out "That kid ain't mine. I recall I used a condom." I lied. She faint out of disbelief. She hit the floor hard rolling from the stair case. She had a miscarriage that led to her losing a lot of blood. Yes she died and I cried. Eve was the devil's pride. Nature blessed me with what I didn't want. Every night I have nightmare, so I couldn't sleep. I wanted to be rich before I have a child. That was my dream. Now I watched her die and my child too. Funny how my dream keeps me awake each night. She was my garden and my most favourite flower. Now all my flowers wither cause I lost my favourite flower. Tomorrow I will go to her tomb to place her flowers like I do every 28th January each year. I hope she blooms and rest in peace with my dead child. I am a husband and a father of a dead wife and a dead child. The mix.
©David Daniels