It's raining...i feel the pain

I feel sad....
Its raining again and I feel bad
Remiscing the past that get me mad
Yeah...to those things that never bloom remains a bud.

The raindrops fell
Somethings in mind going to tell
I just look at it and sigh
Crying to someone up high

My teeth grin
Tear drops shining like a tin
Wishing the rain end
For my heart never mend.

You catch me by surprise
Just like the rain while sun in rise
It comes at night like a thief
You left me and never give me reason even just brief.

I hate the memoirs of rain
My heart remains in pain
The past untold
I hid and unfold

Now each time the rain fall
I cry and roll
The pain i have it never cease
The hatred within turning me like a beast

Any news about you
Seems unheard
I close my ears trying to be a beast
But less I knew my heart pound
Memories keep rushing down my thoughts
I never wanted to remain blind
To all your plea
For me to forget...to forgive...to let it go
It may not be now but God will heal...

The clouds seems dark and gray
But I knew God will make a way
To clear all and make life gay
Let the bud bloom
And life be in boom!

To forgive...in time....
To be healed...in time

Yeah in time...

To laugh and be merry with rain...hope it will be...will be again

Photos are mine