Lazy talks
Why are you so quiet? I asked, with no hope for a response. Blatantly staring at me from a distance I can't reach, at times smiling, hearing me talk about you, to you.
Your words I fall for. Your words found mine. My words now search you. But you're gone. Leaving me with sacks of hopes to trade for dreams. But, dreams were meant for you to accompany.
The void, the absence of your words created, I tried to fill it with other's words. Silly me, didn't know that love can't be bartered, souls ain't mercable.
You conspired it so gracefully, that I failed to understand my own self. I wrote a letter, few days back. Wrote to you after months. Did it found you? How will it, your place
Is unknown.
Sometimes I try to read you, just to try remembering what was it that you did to me. And you still make me smile like looking at an old photograph would. But, I just can remember the feeling you left me with the first time and then very time until last year. Why is it so that everything that makes me feel good at first, end up hurting me the most. Maybe I shouldn't have told about you to others. Maybe someone cursed on us. I've lost my appetite. I'm eating lesser every day. I might be exaggerating. You couldn't be the reason for this mess. For you're, as they say, "just a character".
But as you asked me so, I'll dream. That someday, somewhere. We'll meet. I might not recognize you, just like I didn't when I first saw you. Yet, in the middle of crowd, my gaze was transfixed by you. If I knew it then, without knowing anything, then I'll know it then too when we'll meet traversing possiblities.
I wonder at times, do you too think of me? Do I too have found you across infinities. Do you too know me?
I fall for your words, once. I rise each day in your love, for to have a story to tell: Our story sans us.
Holy shit! I just had the greatest realizing!
You had a dream, I too had a dream. You lost everything in the way which led you to the crystal shop. My loss would be 2017 and steemit is my crystal shop!!! You met strangers along the way, I did too! So... I'm on the right path.
I am lost.
So that when I found myself, I've a story to tell.
Just talking to my self
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