where are you my Love? :(

Crawling to stumble and whimper
Live life without a lover
The difficulties of life are painful
Dark days with sad fog

To whom I have to share
So that the contents of the heart don't explode again
So that I am strong enough to fight again
Life's trials come in series

My days are living alone
Even when dreams are sometimes alone
And very often I feel jealous
When imagining husband and wife at night

All of this is enough for me
Became an episode in my life
Although suffocating my soul cavity
And wake up every night in my sleep