The Final Countdown | One more night...
Source7 Nights passed, 1 more to go
Well, if you count the night boyfriend left (as it was in the middle of the night) that is 7, otherwise 6 lol, but anyway only one more night to go until he flies back home. This time no early flight for him, but one in the evening, making him arrive home close to midnight tomorrow. For the little one it will probably be two nights before she sees him again, unless she wakes up, but for me it's time to finally hold him again tomorrow!
Although I managed, it was a challenging week as well
While daughter kept saying (after he asked her) that she didn't miss him, it was clear to me that she did. She's used to him being around after work, and even more so in the weekends. Yesterday she finally admitted to me that she did miss him a bit (lol), well, I miss him a lot, and I'm so happy when he's back home with us tomorrow. Not only for the sake of helping me with the little girl, but it's just weird being seperated for this long when you're used to being together for several years. On top of that we've been through very rough and scary situations together, and always had each others back, we moved from Holland to Spain together, and then from Spain to Hungary, while now dreaming of our next destination. Meaning we have gone through quite a few huge changes in our lives together, making us a stronger team in the end..
I learned I can manage on my own, but also that I rather be a team lol
It's not that I never have taken care of children by myself before, in Holland I have been in this situation, but there I didn't have an actual "dad" around that took care of them. My boyfriend is different, he is there, and always tries to give me some space when he's home so I can do my things as well. The thing is that I was mainly scared that something would happen to me (like an accident or illness) and that I would be stressed for not having boyfriend around to look after the little girl. Thankfully nothing happened, and everything went well. The worst part of the week was actually dealing with the allergic reaction on the mosquito bites and had nothing to do with our daughter. But I do admit, that I'm glad that soon she can also ask him a 1000 questions a day, making him tired, instead of me.. lol....
Balaton here we come!
Next week I hope to finally clear my mind and finish up some things I lack inspiration for since some weeks. I imagine myself sitting on the terrace with a cup of coffee while boyfriend and daughter take a nap, feeling zen again, being able to write in the good old way. Because at the moment I totally lost my flow. Can't wait to get reloaded again and filled with ideas and energy..
We will enjoy the short trip for sure.. a nice way to spend some extra time together after being apart for 8 days..
~Anouk
teaming is always better girl! but you will manage...because that is what we do!
For sure, wouldn't want to miss him for the world and so happy when he's back. Of course we manage, but it's just nicer to team up haha :-)
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