Hold on; Pain Ends....

It's hard to decide which type of pain hurts more, could it be the slow,steady,aching pain? Like the type of pain that results from being hurt repeatedly by one person; What of the pain that comes from failing? Does it ever go away? Most times when I begin to get used to my freedom from the bondage of depression, it returns with another blow.

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I guess the hot,burning inescapable pain is the worst. It comes when you start to relax,when you finally breathe,when you start to think your pain is a problem of yesterday when in fact it is today's problem, tomorrow's , and the day after tomorrow. After you put your all into something; into certain peopl or certain ideas and it doesn't turn out as planned; then suddenly the pain crushes you. It leaves you barely breathing and struggling to hold on to the whatever is left in you, you struggle to go on,fight against giving up.

After rejection, what keeps you going?

What do you hold on to when it seems the world is against you; is there no happiness for me?

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I have decided to listen to the voice of hope telling me that my breakthrough is at just by the corner; that in this world we live there is more than just pain; there is happiness and there is laughter
there is joy and love,
there is purpose and there is reason
because magic only shows itself to those who believe.....