Our small life
In this small life I have forgiven many people, I have shown anger on many people, I have hurt myself by being arrogant towards many people.
I have never been able to deceive anyone, in return I have deceived myself again and again, I have walked mile after mile holding someone's hand and I have come back alone from the middle of the road.
There are many people who have come to me in shock and I have listened to their sufferings with my mind, I have thought of myself in their place in all their oppressed sufferings, I have tried to understand their sufferings on my own.
But in my intense loneliness, when I really need someone, I can't find anyone by my side. I told my story to myself then, I saw only my own sufferings, no one came, no one listened, no one was around.
Sometimes I thought I would finish myself but no one came then, didn't come, why are you so scared, I'm here! No one wanted to know what happened to me, no, I couldn't tell anyone about my troubles.
I endured very quietly, I wanted this one in intense loneliness but I didn't find anyone, no one came, no one stayed by my side. Everyone made some excuses, but at that time someone was very much needed.
I know why, I have spent all my emotions for those wrong people, the wrong people have left me and I have stayed with me.
At the end of the day, I realized, maybe I wasn't someone's loved one, what I was was a need, a need for intense loneliness.
- There is no one in the world, you will see that no one is by your side in your need, but you will be called in need of others. In fact, everything is needed, so, don't just give it away, you won't find the people taken from you one day, the day you need them, no one will stand by them, take it, the word,
Written by
- Alvin Wales