My Mistakes
There was a time when I thought I could not live without you, if you do not talk to me, I will not spend my days and nights, I will die if I lose you.
I used to believe in my heart that if I lose you, if you leave I can't really stay, so what if you get lost?
The biggest fear was that if you stopped talking to me, I would not be able to stay in me anymore, I would believe in my heart, I will never be normal again.
At first it was very difficult, I could not understand the mind, I could not understand that the person you think breaks the mind like glass. I got tired of suffering so much.
But in this way the days went by, the months went by, the years went by and I began to understand the mind.
I just tried to understand, for whom he is in so much trouble, he is very good, he is happy, he is even good with others, but why should I stop for a dishonest, deceiver, get in trouble?
Somehow, I started to be a tough person, first of all I tried to keep myself busy, used less phone, started sleeping early at night and tried to understand the reality.
I'm fine at the end of the day, to be honest, the man who once had all the thoughts, he can't come to my mind now,
How I have changed myself in a fatal way, now no one remembers, I can't break down, I am alone all the time.
I eat more and sleep more, I'm fine.
It is foolish to end one's life by thinking for someone, whoever goes, he is fine with someone else.
In order to be good, you have to keep yourself busy first, only by keeping yourself busy can you forget the poisonous past.
If you want, if you make your mind a little harder, you can be like before.
Written by Alvin Wales