Just want forgetting you

Want to forget about you
Someone who can only slice the heart
Until the pain was felt for years
As if there was no cure
As if there were no bidders.

Looks like you forced me to hate you
hate the name that once filled my prayer prayer prayer
Hate the face I once worked with my fingers
Hated the body that once hugged me firmly.

Should I hate it and forget it?
Can I lose it in my memory?
Can I close my eyes without looking at her face?
god help me, really want to get rid of him in my memory space.

I want to forget it as he forgot me
I want to stop loving him as he stopped loving me
Am I wrong if I want to get on with my life
Without his imagination without a memory of it.

although it's hard to keep me
Even though the pain I keep fighting
Though it's hard to keep me tough
Just for the sake of forgetting you.