Wishful thinking

Do you know how it feels when your plans and goals remain a wishful thinking, on your walls, in your heart, in your plan book. The feeling is crazy. No matter how much of a dreamer or planner you are....you need money to make things work out of the dream land. Fulfilment is what makes the heart lingers for joy after a fairy journey. I want to get this juki industrial sewing machine for my work, but I don't seem to find a way to get it. Helping me with it can be within your reach.