The Man Is Me

That afternoon, Kirana called me. He asked me to pick him up at the course. Incidentally when the sun was covered by clouds of clouds and rain fell with strong winds. I can not bear to make my lover wait long. So I step on the gas to the course. In the middle of the journey, I do not see any tree falling in front of me. I immediately stepped on the brake pedal. But I was thrown from my car until my windshield broke. Fortunately I'm fine. Without riding in the car I ran to the Kirana course with an umbrella for him. I do not know where I got that umbrella. Maybe the umbrella was thrown along with me out of the car.

When I got there, I saw a restless Kirana waiting for me. With a smile I ran towards him. Not until I was in front of him, he dismissed a taxi. He climbed up and left me. I'm confused, why he ignored me. Was it because I was late picking him up to make him wait a long time. Usually he's never been like this. But whatever the reason, I know it must be my fault. I also intend to apologize to him.

Night arrived, I walked with flowers for Kiranaku. Not to forget my favorite special chocolate I pocket. Arriving at his home, I see he was engrossed in reading books. I wanted to surprise her by closing her eyes. I put the flower in my pants pocket, and prepared to close his eyes. Just wanted me to close his eyes, his mother called and he immediately went into the house. At that time, I dared not enter my beloved home. So I left the flowers and chocolates at the door. I do not forget to fill in a small piece of paper that says MAAF.



That night, I did not go home and kept waiting on Kirana's porch until she wanted to see me. I kept awake until the roosters started crowing. Mentari has now shown his form, but Kiranaku has not yet appeared. At exactly 6:45 I saw Kirana go out with her sister Nami. He almost stepped on my flowers and chocolates. Luckily Nami immediately took the item and gave it to Kiranaku. Kirana looked surprised to see my gift. He then lurked around him.

I wonder why Kirana still ignores me even as she does not see me. Though I was not far away from him. I then called out to him, but he never answered me or even turned to me. He then left me on the porch of his house with Nami. Is he deaf now so I thought with annoyance. For a moment I realized why Kirana was wearing black clothes this morning. Want to go where he thinks I am. I then followed him. He headed for my house. What's this, what's happening in my house, who died this? I then immediately broke through the crowd. I did not feel their touch, I pierced them. What am I? lest l have ...

I ran right into my house. There I saw a young man lying in his shrouded bed. The smile of his pale lips, indicating he was gone. A middle-aged woman is weeping. And an old man was stroking the old woman's back to comfort her. I turned my eyes to the young man's face. A familiar face to me. The man is me. The man in the shroud was me.

I can not believe it's me. I cried then. I called the middle-aged woman as Mother and kept shouting. I try to keep touching my Dad many times and even dozens of times. But this hand pierced it. I was desperate and knelt beside my own body. By the time I realized, I must have died when my car hit the fallen tree. I am sure. But my beliefs will not make me live again. Because I have been defeated by death.
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